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I honestly don't know what I'm doing anymore. Everything has started feeling like a responsibility that I’m failing at. Work, personal stuff, replying to people, taking care of things I normally wouldn't even think twice about somehow all of it feels exhausting now. I wake up already tired, spend the whole day trying to catch up, and then go to sleep feeling guilty because I didn't do enough. The worst part is that nothing is technically “wrong” enough for me to explain why I feel this way. If someone asks me what's happening, I don't even know what to say. I just feel completely drained. I keep telling myself that tomorrow I'll get my life together, but I've been saying that for weeks. I don't want advice right now. I just needed somewhere to say that I'm really not doing okay.

My maths exam is tomorrow but today was Rakshabandhan, so I am sad. Very sad because I love to enjoy with my cousins on Rakshabandhan but I have to leave early. Soo fucked upppp

i resigned from my office, feeling better but worried what next is gna happen

I’m tired of always being the strong one. Sometimes I just want someone to notice that I’m not okay.

I don’t even know why I’m writing this. I’m just… tired. Not sleepy. Just tired of pretending everything’s okay. Every conversation feels fake. Every smile feels rehearsed. I keep telling people “I’m fine” because explaining the truth feels exhausting. I don’t think anyone has noticed how quiet I’ve become. Maybe that’s my fault.

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Feeling a wave of anxiety about the future again. I know I shouldn't overthink it, but the uncertainty is paralyzing.

Took a long walk this evening. It didn't fix everything, but just breathing some fresh air helped clear my head a bit.

Really overwhelmed at work today. My manager keeps changing the requirements and it's making me doubt my abilitie

Hello there, world is full of bastards and we are just trying to survive 🥲

Feeling very happy today

hello there is a lot on my mind

I dont like boyssss

guys im doin awesomeeeeee